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Clarity and Chaos

Two opposing forces?  I don’t think so. Divine truth.  Whatever runs through my head, the tears that fall, or the mountain of emotion that invades my spirit and my heart all leads to Truth. My thoughts today are clearer.  Clarity in … Continue reading

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Drunken Bipolar Haze

Clarity.  We don’t see it often.  After four glasses of wine I am seeing clearly.  Thank god its not whiskey this time or I wouldn’t be able to write.  Too much in my head.  It hurts.  An alcoholic bipolar mess. … Continue reading

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Lust, Love and Darkness

The Darkness.   Nothing can express it more than my last post “The Dagger”.  Someone as fucked up as I am had two Valentines this year.  Two men that mean more to me than life itself.  One is my ex … Continue reading

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The Dagger

Plunging in my heart.   I am here again.  Loving so hard and so fast that I want to die. Bipolar.  Pills.  Do I go to my psychiatrist and tell him to give me something else?  Or do I fight … Continue reading

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Take Me….

Take me from this world.  From this Earth.  Whatever is out there.  Take me.  I don’t want to be of this Earth.  I am not meant for this world.  This world of utter chaos and sex, violence, sin and utter … Continue reading

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Wondering about this thing called “Life”

The universe.  We are all in it.  Having a bipolar mind, I touched all sorts of extremes that took me beyond this universe.  So since I traveled on my journey, and had to come back this so called “normal life” … Continue reading

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