Tag Archives: sad

Online Dating and Chatroom Adventures

So what’s the secret?  They say that 1 out of 5 relationships happen online and more than a third of marriages start out on a online dating site.  So there must be some truth to it right?  Somebody is doing … Continue reading

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Starting Over and How the Hell to Do It….

Where to begin?  Are you stuck in your life? Does every day feel like like a never-ending cycle of bullshit?  Why am I here? What is my purpose?  Those are things I have been asking myself for the past 10 … Continue reading

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Crossroads…..

So here I am.  It has been one week since he broke up with me.  Feelings.  Still Numb.  Can’t shake the feeling that I have lost my best friend. Lost in the world of bipolar.  The waves are strong that … Continue reading

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Gutted…

So I am gutted.  The insides are on the out.  I just spent the last hour crying in the bathroom stall at my job.  I thought I had this beat.  But it keeps gutting me.  He broke up with me.  … Continue reading

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When Bipolar Strikes your insides like Lightning……..

It is crippling to the soul.  It envelops you like a disease.  Is it just depression?  What happens when you can’t get up.  When it consumes your whole mood and it reaches down into your underbelly and it takes you … Continue reading

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