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Learning Not to Depend on Someone for Happiness

Have you ever entered into a situation where you constantly need attention?  Where their time and devotion is all you crave and you just can’t get enough?  I have had to deal with that lately and let me tell you … Continue reading

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Dagger Through the Heart as I Drown

Down the rabbit hole I go.  Although its not wonderland I am going.  Its that dark place. That place I went to when I swallowed a whole bottle of pills.  I am at my worst.  Yet I am in love? … Continue reading

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The Virginian. My New Love. Really? Bitch You’re Crazy!

Geez.  I am rushing this, I know I am.  He may meet me and say YUCK, what the fuck is this?  But I plan on living in a fantasy world, for just a little longer.  The conversations are great, I … Continue reading

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Empire State of Mind

I heard this phrase in a song and it brought meaning to me on two levels.  One is that I live in the “Empire State”  and I also feel that I have brought my higher power down to a mental … Continue reading

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When Looks Fade

Did you ever lash out at a friend?  Did you ever know someone who was walking into disaster and you were powerless to stop it?  People, relationships and marriages, what an awkward complicated thing.  The years go by and suddenly … Continue reading

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Time to Be a Grown-up

So last night, I had a conversation with a MAN.  Not some internet dude that tries to pass himself off as a man, when he really just wants take his dick out and jerk off in front of you, but … Continue reading

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I Remember You from AOL Chat, but Forgot that I Screwed you Over

So here we go again.  Someone just waltzes back into my life that had no business being there.  What a douchebag.  Ever fuck someone and they never call you again?  Or years have gone by and that sexcapade is just … Continue reading

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