Tag Archives: hope

Turning the Corner, When Not to Give Up

You know a lot of my posts have been rather dark.  Not really inspirational, but coming from a place of pain.  As I look across the Winter Sky, these stars looks different than they were 15 years ago.  Wow, has … Continue reading

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False Hope in This Thing Called Love

How many times have you stared up at the clouds and said to God, “this is it right?”  On this cold winter’s day I look up at the clouds and I feel an overwhelming sensation of melancholy.  It isn’t the … Continue reading

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Embracing The Light in the Face of Rejection

So, its 1:45 a.m., day three after our second date that I thought went well ended.  He saw how fat and ugly I was the second time around. The first date was great but he saw how ugly I was … Continue reading

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Rockin’ The New Do

Recently I was talking about Positive Affirmations and how they don’t work for me.  I “do” instead of “talk”.  This is my first time sharing a pic of myself on this blog and I’m a little nervous.  But here goes … Continue reading

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Online Dating and Chatroom Adventures

So what’s the secret?  They say that 1 out of 5 relationships happen online and more than a third of marriages start out on a online dating site.  So there must be some truth to it right?  Somebody is doing … Continue reading

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Starting Over and How the Hell to Do It….

Where to begin?  Are you stuck in your life? Does every day feel like like a never-ending cycle of bullshit?  Why am I here? What is my purpose?  Those are things I have been asking myself for the past 10 … Continue reading

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Growing up

At thirty two years of age we would think that I would be grown up.  That I would know what the hell this life has in store for me.  Its amazing, opportunites are here staring in my face and I … Continue reading

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