Tag Archives: heartbreak

False Hope in This Thing Called Love

How many times have you stared up at the clouds and said to God, “this is it right?”  On this cold winter’s day I look up at the clouds and I feel an overwhelming sensation of melancholy.  It isn’t the … Continue reading

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Sadness and Disappointment in the Universe

Sometimes, just sometimes, we wake up and say today will be better.  God will hear my prayers today and everything will be just fine.  Then we find out our dreams and hopes have been crushed and the days just kind … Continue reading

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Dagger Through the Heart as I Drown

Down the rabbit hole I go.  Although its not wonderland I am going.  Its that dark place. That place I went to when I swallowed a whole bottle of pills.  I am at my worst.  Yet I am in love? … Continue reading

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Driving People Away

So I did it again.  I pushed away another potential friend and companion.  He told a friend to tell me tonight that he wants nothing to do with me and it would be best if I moved on with my … Continue reading

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Memories of a Past Love

So things happen in your life where you are reminded of a love that has long passed.  I was deeply in love with a man for over three years, where there was no sex, no intimacy, just infatuation.  Now people … Continue reading

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