Tag Archives: God

Clarity and Chaos

Two opposing forces?  I don’t think so. Divine truth.  Whatever runs through my head, the tears that fall, or the mountain of emotion that invades my spirit and my heart all leads to Truth. My thoughts today are clearer.  Clarity in … Continue reading

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Turning the Corner, When Not to Give Up

You know a lot of my posts have been rather dark.  Not really inspirational, but coming from a place of pain.  As I look across the Winter Sky, these stars looks different than they were 15 years ago.  Wow, has … Continue reading

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Sadness and Disappointment in the Universe

Sometimes, just sometimes, we wake up and say today will be better.  God will hear my prayers today and everything will be just fine.  Then we find out our dreams and hopes have been crushed and the days just kind … Continue reading

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The Dagger

Plunging in my heart.   I am here again.  Loving so hard and so fast that I want to die. Bipolar.  Pills.  Do I go to my psychiatrist and tell him to give me something else?  Or do I fight … Continue reading

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Take Me….

Take me from this world.  From this Earth.  Whatever is out there.  Take me.  I don’t want to be of this Earth.  I am not meant for this world.  This world of utter chaos and sex, violence, sin and utter … Continue reading

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The Flame of Bipolar

Have you ever watched a candle’s flame? Watch it flicker then remain still.  My life is empty.  My life is boring.  I have everything, yet nothing.  Do you ever wonder what it would be like to be in someone else’s … Continue reading

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Depression kicking my ass……

Its kicking my ass today.  I am stuck in a mode where I don’t know what this life is.  I am so lost.  I have everything.  Well not everything.  But as I am burning my Tibetan incense for some peace, … Continue reading

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