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The Bipolar Itch and Waiting to Exhale

There is that itch you get that you can’t scratch.  Its in the back of your brain, deep  in your heart or locked in the fathoms of your soul.  Bipolar can make you see things, but how does it work … Continue reading

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The Virginian. My New Love. Really? Bitch You’re Crazy!

Geez.  I am rushing this, I know I am.  He may meet me and say YUCK, what the fuck is this?  But I plan on living in a fantasy world, for just a little longer.  The conversations are great, I … Continue reading

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Milestone….The Good The Bad and the Bipolar

So I hit a milestone.  My 100th follower.  To most that doesn’t seem like a big deal, but to me it is.  I have rambled on here on and off for a year now, and it actually looks like some … Continue reading

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Starting Over and How the Hell to Do It….

Where to begin?  Are you stuck in your life? Does every day feel like like a never-ending cycle of bullshit?  Why am I here? What is my purpose?  Those are things I have been asking myself for the past 10 … Continue reading

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Just existing….Not Living….Wasting Years

Do you ever feel like you just exist and are not living?  That everything you do is just mundane and trivial and that life is just passing you by?  Like you’re a domino just waiting to fall over? How do … Continue reading

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Drunken stupor replay….

So here we go again,  late afternoon, couldn’t run out of work fast enough.  So I decided for the drunken replay.  Sit down peacefully in a diner with a glass of wine and a nice book.  Glass number one.  Looking … Continue reading

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