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What is to Become of Me? This thing called LIFE.

I suffer from bipolar.  Fuck me.  I often wonder what the strokes on the canvas look like. Are they haphazard crazy strokes, or are there some straight lines in there.  I have lived my life on the straight and arrow … Continue reading

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Rockin’ The New Do

Recently I was talking about Positive Affirmations and how they don’t work for me.  I “do” instead of “talk”.  This is my first time sharing a pic of myself on this blog and I’m a little nervous.  But here goes … Continue reading

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Positive Affirmations

What are these?  Who the hell says they work?  So many times I hear these words being spoken.  “Say positive affirmations to yourself in the mirror and things will get better.”  I call bullshit.  People lie to themselves all the … Continue reading

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Life’s Little Tragedies

So here I am.  Another typical day.  Nothing new or exciting.  Just sort of existing.  What’s so bad about that?  I have everything I want or I could possibly need.  Why the misery? Why do I feel like a little … Continue reading

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Just Don’t Feel Like It…

Ever had one of those moments?  You just don’t feel like it?  Its not even a numb feeling, its a total “fuck it” moment.  That’s how I am feeling right now.  Got a message from a guy on OK Cupid … Continue reading

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Lighten up Kiddo

Have you ever just wanted to lighten yourself up?  Why do you mope all the time?  Why are you so miserable?  Come on Sherlock its not that hard.  Make yourself happy.  Just force yourself, come on.  Everyone needs a little … Continue reading

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Crossroads…..

So here I am.  It has been one week since he broke up with me.  Feelings.  Still Numb.  Can’t shake the feeling that I have lost my best friend. Lost in the world of bipolar.  The waves are strong that … Continue reading

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