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Tag Archives: death
Turning the Corner, When Not to Give Up
You know a lot of my posts have been rather dark. Not really inspirational, but coming from a place of pain. As I look across the Winter Sky, these stars looks different than they were 15 years ago. Wow, has … Continue reading
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Tagged bipolar, dating, death, depression, God, hope, life, love, men, online dating, relationships, suicide
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Lust, Love and Darkness
The Darkness. Nothing can express it more than my last post “The Dagger”. Someone as fucked up as I am had two Valentines this year. Two men that mean more to me than life itself. One is my ex … Continue reading
Posted in Bipolar
Tagged Adult, bipolar, Cyber Sex, dating, death, depression, life, love, lust, online dating, relationships, sci fi, sex, suicide, Valentine's Day
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The Dagger
Plunging in my heart. I am here again. Loving so hard and so fast that I want to die. Bipolar. Pills. Do I go to my psychiatrist and tell him to give me something else? Or do I fight … Continue reading
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Tagged alcoholism, bipolar, dating, death, depression, God, jesus, life, love, online dating, relationships, sci fi, suicide, time
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Take Me….
Take me from this world. From this Earth. Whatever is out there. Take me. I don’t want to be of this Earth. I am not meant for this world. This world of utter chaos and sex, violence, sin and utter … Continue reading
Horizons Overhead. Overcoming the Mundane
The mundane. The every day. I lay in bed for hours on end, crippled by my lack of motivation and utter despair. Brighter days have come. They are so small that they are not even worth mentioning. My experiences with … Continue reading
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Tagged bipolar, death, depression, life, love, online dating, relationships, suicide
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