Tag Archives: breaking up

Online Dating and Chatroom Adventures

So what’s the secret?  They say that 1 out of 5 relationships happen online and more than a third of marriages start out on a online dating site.  So there must be some truth to it right?  Somebody is doing … Continue reading

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Just existing….Not Living….Wasting Years

Do you ever feel like you just exist and are not living?  That everything you do is just mundane and trivial and that life is just passing you by?  Like you’re a domino just waiting to fall over? How do … Continue reading

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Growing up

At thirty two years of age we would think that I would be grown up.  That I would know what the hell this life has in store for me.  Its amazing, opportunites are here staring in my face and I … Continue reading

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Crossroads…..

So here I am.  It has been one week since he broke up with me.  Feelings.  Still Numb.  Can’t shake the feeling that I have lost my best friend. Lost in the world of bipolar.  The waves are strong that … Continue reading

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Empowerment after a Break-Up

So I was literally “gutted” when we broke up.  I cried everywhere. everyday.  My was heart was torn and ripped apart.  Then something happened.  A light in my body shining brighter than it ever has.  A freedom that I can’t … Continue reading

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Gutted…

So I am gutted.  The insides are on the out.  I just spent the last hour crying in the bathroom stall at my job.  I thought I had this beat.  But it keeps gutting me.  He broke up with me.  … Continue reading

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My Boyfriend of 2 years Broke Up With Me Tonight

So its over. He told me tonight that he will probably never love me.  Ouch. I met him on Eharmony.  That worked for me.  On an intellectual level we really connected.  But intimately we just didn’t connect.  It just wasn’t there. … Continue reading

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