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Drunken Bipolar Haze

Clarity.  We don’t see it often.  After four glasses of wine I am seeing clearly.  Thank god its not whiskey this time or I wouldn’t be able to write.  Too much in my head.  It hurts.  An alcoholic bipolar mess. … Continue reading

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The Flame of Bipolar

Have you ever watched a candle’s flame? Watch it flicker then remain still.  My life is empty.  My life is boring.  I have everything, yet nothing.  Do you ever wonder what it would be like to be in someone else’s … Continue reading

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What is a “Soulmate?”

I have read definitions of the word “soulmate” and very few describe a wife or husband or even boyfriend and girlfriend.  Its the most important person you will ever meet.  Someone who is in your life to stay forever.  The … Continue reading

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I Remember You from AOL Chat, but Forgot that I Screwed you Over

So here we go again.  Someone just waltzes back into my life that had no business being there.  What a douchebag.  Ever fuck someone and they never call you again?  Or years have gone by and that sexcapade is just … Continue reading

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What its Like to Be Bipolar

So, I often wonder what people might think of me if they new the truth.  What I am beyond the smiles and pretenses.  No one knows about me.  Except my close family and those who read my blog.  Oh yes … Continue reading

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Dating “SLUMP”

Oh poor me.  Poor lazy fat useless me.  I have been for the past few weeks in this perpetual “SLUMP”.  Yes, I did get my fat ass up to do some walking in the park, but I still feel useless. … Continue reading

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Dear Guys, We See Through Your Bullshit

Well, the title says it.  I really think OKCupid are just for horny men.  I have gotten several propositions from this type of character but sometimes one just sneaks past my guard.  I have been talking to a nice guy, … Continue reading

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