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Driving People Away

So I did it again.  I pushed away another potential friend and companion.  He told a friend to tell me tonight that he wants nothing to do with me and it would be best if I moved on with my … Continue reading

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When Looks Fade

Did you ever lash out at a friend?  Did you ever know someone who was walking into disaster and you were powerless to stop it?  People, relationships and marriages, what an awkward complicated thing.  The years go by and suddenly … Continue reading

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Crossroads…..

So here I am.  It has been one week since he broke up with me.  Feelings.  Still Numb.  Can’t shake the feeling that I have lost my best friend. Lost in the world of bipolar.  The waves are strong that … Continue reading

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Gutted…

So I am gutted.  The insides are on the out.  I just spent the last hour crying in the bathroom stall at my job.  I thought I had this beat.  But it keeps gutting me.  He broke up with me.  … Continue reading

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Power of Acceptance buried deep in a Bipolar Universal Soul

In a bipolar mind, we hate everything.  We lay in bed depressed, hating our life and everything in it.  Then a moment of clarity.  That moment when you realize, you have everything, why are you so upset?  Are you that … Continue reading

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When Bipolar Strikes your insides like Lightning……..

It is crippling to the soul.  It envelops you like a disease.  Is it just depression?  What happens when you can’t get up.  When it consumes your whole mood and it reaches down into your underbelly and it takes you … Continue reading

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