Monthly Archives: January 2015

Gods and Monsters

In the land of Gods and Monsters, I was an Angel,  Living in the garden of evil. Screwed up, scared, doing anything that I needed. Shining like a fiery beacon.  You got that medicine I need.  Fame, Liquor, Love, give it … Continue reading

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Fate, Circumstance, Soulmates and the Stars

Tonight.  Where to begin.  For those that know me, my weight is a big issue. Something that has been holding me back. Living life. just….living.  So caught up in my head.  Fucked up with the Bipolar and the Depression where … Continue reading

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The Virginian. My New Love. Really? Bitch You’re Crazy!

Geez.  I am rushing this, I know I am.  He may meet me and say YUCK, what the fuck is this?  But I plan on living in a fantasy world, for just a little longer.  The conversations are great, I … Continue reading

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What is to Become of Me? This thing called LIFE.

I suffer from bipolar.  Fuck me.  I often wonder what the strokes on the canvas look like. Are they haphazard crazy strokes, or are there some straight lines in there.  I have lived my life on the straight and arrow … Continue reading

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Bipolar Chat??

I am a chat legend.  A ninja.  But my kung fu days have taken a back burner to my disorder.  I want to go out there on the lovely interwebs and have a nice casual chat with someone, but today … Continue reading

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Empire State of Mind

I heard this phrase in a song and it brought meaning to me on two levels.  One is that I live in the “Empire State”  and I also feel that I have brought my higher power down to a mental … Continue reading

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New Year Full of Promise

It was definitely a rough start to the New Year.  Christmas was good with the family, and as I type this I wonder if I have any followers left.  The bipolar has been kicking my ass and with this new … Continue reading

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