Monthly Archives: September 2014

Horizons Overhead. Overcoming the Mundane

The mundane.  The every day.  I lay in bed for hours on end, crippled by my lack of motivation and utter despair.  Brighter days have come.  They are so small that they are not even worth mentioning.  My experiences with … Continue reading

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A New Day…..Living with Bipolar and Depression

So on this new chapter of life, I ask the age old question.  How do I shake this feeling?  I am running out of money this month, my manic behavior took over a little bit and I have been over … Continue reading

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Depression kicking my ass……

Its kicking my ass today.  I am stuck in a mode where I don’t know what this life is.  I am so lost.  I have everything.  Well not everything.  But as I am burning my Tibetan incense for some peace, … Continue reading

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Faith, In One Self – The True Self

Faith.  Such a hard concept.  I have been writing drafts of posts the past two weeks but never was able to put my thoughts down properly.  I fell into a depression after I realized the soldier in my life was … Continue reading

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Part of a Letter…..

So this blog is somewhat a part of a diary I am keeping.  Since my writing has been messed up lately because of all the meds, I am going to write something I may never get to mail. As I … Continue reading

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A Moment in Time, A Love Story with a Soldier

Well I outdid myself this time. My darkness has lifted.  This angel lifted me. After the past few months of dating disasters and online exploits to find my one and only true love, I think I may have actually experienced … Continue reading

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