Monthly Archives: June 2014

Driving People Away

So I did it again.  I pushed away another potential friend and companion.  He told a friend to tell me tonight that he wants nothing to do with me and it would be best if I moved on with my … Continue reading

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Stimulating Conversations

Don’t we all crave this?  I know I do.  How many times have we found ourselves chatting with a dreadfully boring person?  Boring people are bored.  Constantly saying “I’m bored”, but they are so dreadfully boring themselves.  They just have … Continue reading

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Conversation with a Naked Man

Pretty straight forward.  I can see “it”.  He is sitting chatting with me on cam and every time he gets up for a drink, “it” is there staring at me.  His dick.  Not flattering.  But I am fascinated.  How is … Continue reading

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Rockin’ The New Do

Recently I was talking about Positive Affirmations and how they don’t work for me.  I “do” instead of “talk”.  This is my first time sharing a pic of myself on this blog and I’m a little nervous.  But here goes … Continue reading

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Positive Affirmations

What are these?  Who the hell says they work?  So many times I hear these words being spoken.  “Say positive affirmations to yourself in the mirror and things will get better.”  I call bullshit.  People lie to themselves all the … Continue reading

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Life’s Little Tragedies

So here I am.  Another typical day.  Nothing new or exciting.  Just sort of existing.  What’s so bad about that?  I have everything I want or I could possibly need.  Why the misery? Why do I feel like a little … Continue reading

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Just Don’t Feel Like It…

Ever had one of those moments?  You just don’t feel like it?  Its not even a numb feeling, its a total “fuck it” moment.  That’s how I am feeling right now.  Got a message from a guy on OK Cupid … Continue reading

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