Monthly Archives: February 2013

Growing up

At thirty two years of age we would think that I would be grown up.  That I would know what the hell this life has in store for me.  Its amazing, opportunites are here staring in my face and I … Continue reading

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Crossroads…..

So here I am.  It has been one week since he broke up with me.  Feelings.  Still Numb.  Can’t shake the feeling that I have lost my best friend. Lost in the world of bipolar.  The waves are strong that … Continue reading

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Empowerment after a Break-Up

So I was literally “gutted” when we broke up.  I cried everywhere. everyday.  My was heart was torn and ripped apart.  Then something happened.  A light in my body shining brighter than it ever has.  A freedom that I can’t … Continue reading

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Gutted…

So I am gutted.  The insides are on the out.  I just spent the last hour crying in the bathroom stall at my job.  I thought I had this beat.  But it keeps gutting me.  He broke up with me.  … Continue reading

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My Boyfriend of 2 years Broke Up With Me Tonight

So its over. He told me tonight that he will probably never love me.  Ouch. I met him on Eharmony.  That worked for me.  On an intellectual level we really connected.  But intimately we just didn’t connect.  It just wasn’t there. … Continue reading

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Wondering about this thing called “Life”

The universe.  We are all in it.  Having a bipolar mind, I touched all sorts of extremes that took me beyond this universe.  So since I traveled on my journey, and had to come back this so called “normal life” … Continue reading

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